It may be a little strange now, but you will live. Yes, life plays a rough game, you must stand firm when it gets rough. Sometimes standing may look a little odd. Do you remember Weebles? They had power. 'Weebles wobble, but they don't fall down'. You could hit them and they would bounce back for more.
A segment of your standing is to become a ''weeble people'. When life punches you, you may fall back but you bounce back up. The energy to bounce back up is divinely ordered, it is not from you. As long as you are clear where the energy comes from, you can indeed be more than a conqueror. Sometimes just to get back up is a conquering spirit. Power-not from you-wow! And when you bounce back- you will know-it was not you -but God. Try it now. type to you later.