Waiting and watching. Wow. It's the waiting. We don't know how to wait. When one is waiting on God - it is not the same as waiting on people, places, or things. Why? or why? Why can't we wait?
Take some time to examine your particular mode of waiting. Journal it. Impatience appears to key in waiting for stuff. It should not be, but it is. It is hard to be still. We are contantly checking the time- chronos - or where we think we should be in life - or where we should be in society. . . and so we struggle in that wait. Don't know how we became so impatient.
But in waiting for God we must let go. Drop the fret, leave the doubt, stop watching the chronos time, God moves in kairos.
Don't worry about anything. Let it go. Try it today. Wait with patience. type to you later.