I have been hanging on . . . Holding on . . . Resting in. Illness will cause you to regroup. I am now in the regrouping. I had to be still in order to heal. But then we must be still in order to hear, to folllow. It is sad that illness can take us out- and then we will listen. So use your precious time before you get ill to take time to hear.
God has so much more for you. Don't miss it by trying to get what you feel life has for you. I des not compare to what God has. Enjoy the new leg of your journey. Each day is a new day! enough for now.