This is a great day! The past is now behind you. Don't give it place in this day. Use what you need from the past to move forward. Learn from it - that is good. But don't stay in it. If you are concentrating too much on the past you will miss today. This is the day you have, not tomorrow, but today. Today is your start. Mankind tried to mess you up- but mankind failed. Don't give it another thought. You are your biggest obstacle right now. Take your lead from Holy Spirit. This is an awesome day for you, a new start, another chance, a new leg of your journey. A day to rest in the shalom of God. Rest, listen, follow, rejoice!
"Rejoice in Lord always; again I say Rejoice. Let your gentleness be known to everyone. The Lord is near. Do not worry about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guide your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus"(Phil. 4:4-7 NRSV). That is my prayer for you. type to you later.